Honestly, my dad was never there. Growing up, when he was home, it felt like Hitler came home. Any mistake, would be dearly to either me, my sibling or my mother. We would be beaten for any reason. I grew up, hating him. Even as a 10 year old, I wished I was never borned in first place, as my life was hell. But, now I am an adult. I have been away from him, never talked to met, for past 1.5 decades. I don’t miss him, and my hate might be less, due to time, but I always wondered, what it felt to have a father figure in life? My intention are: What if I become a father myself and don’t even know how to act, or not have skills/empathy or whatever to be a good one? I am scared. submitted by /u/CivilMark1
Originally posted by u/CivilMark1 on r/AskMen
