I’m pretty good at being alone. it’s the norm for most of my life and I’m 39 now. I’m used to not having women like me. I’ve not yet had a GF. the last few days I’ve been under this spell of emptiness and loneliness. I’ve never felt it before like this. it kinda stems from me watching this police body cam video on YouTube. In the video a young lady got caught up in a kidnapping/murder. she used her looks to get a boy who liked her to come out to a field. she did it because she liked a boy who I guess wasn’t into her. well the guy ended up killing the person she lured out. I was thinking to myself, damn this guy is not even good looking. yet he has women throwing their lives away for him to even give them the time of day. Never seen anything like it before. she ended up getting 19yrs and him 22-25. best yet he still didn’t give her the time of day after they killed the guy they lured out. I am thinking damn, I can’t even be friendly with a woman and I’ve been in an ascetic state since I was a teenager. any advice? submitted by /u/pickledplumber
Originally posted by u/pickledplumber on r/AskMen
