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I am 18 m here is my list of regrets or lame excuses 1never put effort in anything 2 had negativity fron too long time 3 never explored myself 4 always procrastinated 5 failed each time to build discipline tried every way but i cant 6 body out of shape ( face swelled due to less sleep and acne used to look at somepoint no even cant look at myslef in mirror) 7 hair loss and sleeplessness 8 never got excited about single thing 9 nevef gave good effort missed too much opportunities beyond recovery 10 never made parents proud 11 overthinking about everything 12 analysis paralysis 13 never failed it actually nevr tried 14 brings negativity at everyplace 15 social interaction failure. 16 never reduced screen time used multiple things 17 failed in ever aspect 18 no clear future and more regret on way because i will never change 19 maladaptive daydreaming Now i have decided to change i dont want this life. I will give 6 months to myself build discipline My 6 months goal 1Build habit of wirking on things i dont linke with consistency 2Get in shape not any heroic body just enough i look decent 3 most important rewire mindset try to be positive remove negativity and overthinking that root cause to many . 4 build a skill to decent level so suggest me on which i should 5 finding what excitesme I know this journey is going to hard and i also know not to expect big result Please give advice if you want how to go how carry i dont know execution without plan is failure so write any advice if you want This is my last chance already did many things wrong getting into worst college because never tried Today was first day what i did My screen time like 3 hours till now no insta scrolling Did 1 hour of dedicated workout Did 2 hours of study I will try to continue it for week but at point with these small steps i ain’t getting good college how i am gonna do something in life Today left task Exploring submitted by /u/Prestigious_Yam_5453

Originally posted by u/Prestigious_Yam_5453 on r/AskMen