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I will tell you,I am from indian subcontinent what has happend the thing is my dad was pretty great when i was till 4th or 5th grade ,then after that i was in a bad shape an ugly black fat kid who is not even good in studies,so like in pta meeting he said in front of everyone why you cant be. at top of anything,then he did a 90 day challenge of something me doing workout and 3 or more tasks for and he would buy me a nerf gun and when i finished it positively he didnt keep up his promise it was a devastating for 12 year old,then when i got grades in 10th grade then he said it wasnt your hustle but instead you had good teachers and then he shoved science down my threat,but then he actually didnt force me to pursue jee at that time covid was there so i decided to go for army because to be fair i didnt like desk jobs i like engineering but i found physics chem too difficult and not able to understand any concepts,but I failed at that the army thing so i had to prepare for engineering entrance exam in which i failed too,then I went to a private engg college which is not good believe me he for 3 years he constantly reminded me of the failures i did in past,then he said to prepare for the masters exam which i didnt want to do but he forced me too i actually wanna go for jobs and placement but for him it was too demeaning to go for private jobs instead go for govt jobs,then when i was preparing and starting giving mocks he saw my score then he decided to give visit to my college now i didnt sit for placements in last few months due to masters exam then he belittled me and make me culprit that you didnt sit for any placements,and now i got an internship through some refferal through some relative but i aced the interview now everyday he tells me you are worth nothing you havent done anything you are a failure wherever i go to enjoy a little like going to movies or something like that hw always can you even afford to go given where you at,I am fed up of this guy but he isnt wrong i just wanna go far away from home,but the thing is as i am trying to upskill he doesnt he even let me study in peace he always belittles me or abuses me when i study?I have all this anger in me because of which i cant study what should i do?I really dont have any idea what should I do? submitted by /u/anonymousstranger_12

Originally posted by u/anonymousstranger_12 on r/AskMen