So I’m 17M I’ve been struggling in life with a lot of problems all of them, related to my actions in life, leading to disappointment and self hate. Such as P addiction and deeming myself not attractive enough and also being stuck in a complicated relationship with a girl who rejected me, and not knowing just how to move on from her and seeing her be so happy, while I’m holding so much in about her, which I can’t even talk to her about, because she never cares… leading to doubt in myself and ability as a Human being. I’ll be blunt all of that stuff and MUCH more make me not want to be alive, I think about my own death a lot, and the many ways it can happen such as not waking up, Committing etc. But I’m afraid of taking my own, it would hurt and it wouldn’t do anything for anyone, so I’d rather me die protecting someone from gunfire or being hit by a car etc, at-least then I died doing something good for someone, which will at-least bring me some joy. submitted by /u/OtakuDaiVeion
Originally posted by u/OtakuDaiVeion on r/AskMen