For starters I have very strong faith in my Christian religion and am very scared that with this decision I will go to hell, but I am hoping that I am forgiven. I’ve lost my way. I’m in my mid 20s and feel like everything the last few months has been going wrong. Lost job, car down, lost my brother, lost my home, dropped out of college. I just don’t really have the will to keep going. I feel gross, I stay in my car all day and sweat. It’s getting pretty hot here again, and since my car doesn’t start I can’t blare the AC on and it’s just miserable. I have had been thinking the last two days to just end things. At least I wouldn’t wake up miserable. I wouldn’t have to worry about showering, getting a meal, and being useless to the world. I don’t have any family left. Mom died a few years ago, my brother died a few months ago, grandparents have been dead. I just really struggle to see what the point is anymore and am done: submitted by /u/Key-Rule7044
Originally posted by u/Key-Rule7044 on r/AskMen
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