Warning, this might be long, and English is not my first language, so i apologize in advance. I am 28 years old, when i was young, 18 to 21 years old, i had some luck with women, they were interested in me, hanging out, having sex, but not so much knowing me as a person, i purposefully let them go to see if any of them cared enough to talk to me again, no one ever did. Post covid, i gained weight, i now have type 1 obesity, i had some huge depression for one love i lost that really hurt me Even since my sudden weight gain, i became a ghost, no woman ever looked me the same, they don’t want to talk to me, know me, have sex, hang out, literally anything I had some casual sex using dating apps with women i didn’t even like, and i could really tell they weren’t choosing me, they wanted anyone to fuck, i was not hand-picked, and of course, no one ever talk to me again after our mediocre sex. Now i talk daily with women, work or academy-related topics, nothing more, none of them ever dares to ask anything about myself, they don’t care, but i still do, and i want to know how to cope with that. I want to know how to dispose the desire to find someone to love, how do i let go of the dream of finding someone i can be myself with, someone that will care I still feel physical attraction to women, but the moment we talk, i feel their rejection and of course, i can’t like someone that doesn’t like me I want to give up in love, sex, company, and anything a woman can give in a sexaffective relationship Than you for reading me. submitted by /u/SilverTrash0
Originally posted by u/SilverTrash0 on r/AskMen
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