Only reason I’m not raiding is because of fear of messing up and wasting others ppl time. This shit doesn’t just impact me ingame but also irl work. Its incredibly exhausting having to always feel like a failure when I make a mistake knowing I wasted 4 other ppls time. There was this guy who got went bat shit crazy on me when I melees the entire team on verzik and he called me all sorts of words you can imagine. Heck, I was so ashamed that I immediately logged off because I couldn’t bear it. Couldn’t bear myself because how bad I was at the game I’m tired guys. I just wanna have fun raiding. I just wanna be like those twitch streamers who raid on osrs without a care in the world, and they’re having so much fun. How the hell do I stop feeling like crap after making a mistake? Edit: people are offering me money in dms. Dont guys. I dont want it. I feel like shit if I accept it feeling I have to pay it back. All I want is advice, your wisdom, but no money please bros, don’t put me in that spot, please. submitted by /u/unicornbearturtle
Originally posted by u/unicornbearturtle on r/2007scape