Another man managed to get a place to live and organised I just shifted with him. He does everything else I would have just gone mad. I take beatings and abuse from anyone without even uttering a single word rather i myself start shaking out of fear. I always follow rules not cause I want to just cause I am a coward. Can’t put efforts in anything which involves few people around me ,seeing me. Always rot in my room except office. I go to movies alone. I have never seen any man like me in my entire life. Can’t even k**l myself cause I don’t have the courage to do that. Always remain in overthinking, inside talking to myself mode. Can’t be loved cause I know myself and hate myself. Can’t talk to girls in real life except for work purpose. submitted by /u/Nervous_Bug1704
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