Hey, I feel like I’m a nobody without any purpose or meaning in this life. 1 year ago I’ve quit my job because I hated it and was feeling like it slowly killed me and my soul. For around 3 years I did my education ( That was the first time I realized something is off and that it’s not how I imagined my life and future, i basically hated it from the beginning but wanted to finish it anyway so i have some emergency plan ) and then worked for the same company for around 4 years, so 7 years in total. I had no plans for my future whatsoever, I just had to go, I couldn’t do it anymore I hated every day more and more. In this year I tried a few things had some ideas but nothing really worked because I didn’t commit or the idea wasn’t feeling right the deeper I got into it. It was still a “great” year because for the first time I could see how freedom can be and how it feels. Doing what I want, when I want and so on. Unfortunately it’s a completely wasted year and that’s totally on me. I could’ve done so much more that would’ve pushed me forwards, but I didn’t. Now I’m 25 turning 26 soon and still live with my parents, my dad thinks I’m a loser but doesn’t say it. It’s hard to talk to him because I’m always in the wrong and he isn’t really listening or even trying to understand me. Our relationship really isn’t that good I try to avoid talking to him because I know he’s gonna judge me. ( Maybe I’m in the wrong here for trying to avoid him I don’t know ) My mother supports me with everything she has, we have a amazing bond. I feel miserable for not having achieved anything and not knowing what I even want to achieve. I don’t really know what to do and how to continue with my life. As more and more time passes I feel behind and like wasting my entire life. Pressure is building up and it’s starting to freak me out. I hope there is someone who can share some advices with me. Thank you🙏🏼 submitted by /u/Apakat_
Originally posted by u/Apakat_ on r/AskMen
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