Assuming I can still retain my memories/lessons, fight too long to keep a relationship alive. What a drain to struggle to keep something you look back on now and wonder wtf we’re you thinking. Relationships aren’t like the movies where if you fight hard enough it’ll all just work out. Among other events, this was a big event where I learned about self worth, communication, expectations, and life goals. Maybe the right person for me at that moment to help me learn those things but looking back I don’t like that person I was which helps me appreciate who I’m with now and who I’ve grown to be.

If I couldn’t retain those life lessons then… I dunno maybe some shitty “look at me” bullshit that’s pretty cringe now. Like really …

Thanks for making me reflect on stupid moments in my life to rank them.

Drink