Lost my mom about two weeks ago. we texted and talked everyday. I’m still numb to everything but no matter how much i smile or laugh, it feels like their is a permanent cloud over my life. Today was my first day back at work (im remote) and it was just depressing. Its just eating at me. I saw her the day before she passed and gave her a hug but i just miss her so much. On the other hand, been dating an attractive woman for about 5 months and it feels she will be sweet for 3 days then randomly get on me for something i messed up on. The honest reason im still with her is that shes hyper attractive and everytime we see each other, theres a sexual fire. Never felt that before but also… i cant take the nagging much longer. Im 29 and shes 26. She has no car so even though, shes 12 mins away, everydate , i have to pick her up and drop her off which isnt a huge deal but just have never dealt with this before (my city doesnt have good public transportation) she also hates dog hair and guess what… i have a dog who sheds but i love that little dog. She complained that i didnt appreciate her because i spent more time with my friends that week after my mom passed rather than spending time with her but… ive known my friends for upwards of ten years and ive known her for 5 months. I appreciated the help and support but it felt weird to come at me while im grieving with that type of energy. Work wise: first day back today and there was just this gray cloud over me… the world just moves on and i got added to three meetings already. Family wise… i have one parent left and now im so traumatized by my mom passing, i call my dad each 4 hours to check on him. Im very very close to my Parents and i already died inside when i lost my mom. I just need newness in my life. Im just overwhelmed. submitted by /u/youfeelme1997
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