My brother who was 38 years old passed away at 3:20ish a.m Bangladesh time. He resided outside of the country. Was wondering how I’d deal with his death, as despite our grievances, he was a huge part of my life. My family has managed to let out their sorrow while I remained stoic in front of them and comforted them. But when I’m alone, I tend to breakdown and have no control. I was the only one who saw his dead body as well so that pushes me more into the deep end. I haven’t spoken to my brother properly in a year or so (we aren’t much of a verbal communicator but more of a texter but even that wasn’t done properly) and the guilt is eating away at me. The last time I really saw my brother was when I went to the airport with him on the day of his flight. I’ve made a lot of mistakes, ones I will likely regret for the rest of my life. Our last chat was when he wished me on my birthday on February 4th and was jolly and teasing me and I was also happy when I got his text. submitted by /u/Live_Storage1480
Originally posted by u/Live_Storage1480 on r/AskMen
