I’m gay, and the first time when I realized I’m into men was when my mother brought the flyers from the mall, and in those advertising pages there were pages of underwear male and female models, and somehow my eyes only glued to the men page, and I stole my page and hit it in my room. I was in elementary school Later when I grew up, I watched big tall strong superheroes on movies and cartoon, I found them to be cool, I wanna watch them, be like them, get close to them, I wanna be like them. Those men became both what I strived to become myself, and what I wanna be closed to and appreciate them, showing care and admiration and appreaction And how I feel attracted to men is exactly the same, half of them. I feel that way when I men who I respect, who makes me feel he’s a better man, more mature, more cool, more something than me that makes me respect him. The other half is when I met men that makes me feel they’re cute or smaller physically and psychologocially in a way, I feel like I wanna be a husband who provides for them, takes care of them, shelters them, protects them, be their roof over head and their husband, and of course “penetrate” them I wonder what it feels like for straight men, how is it like to like women? submitted by /u/CompetitivePeak9040
Originally posted by u/CompetitivePeak9040 on r/AskMen