I am incapable of ever being with anyone due to an unwanted experience, several times, with an adult when i was a little kid between the ages 7 and 11. Sex and sexuality is something that I basically don’t have access to in any capacity emotionally beyond fantasy. I really only want that in life–a romantic companion. But in a million years I can’t imagine making any kind of effort to share it with anyone. I have no idea what to do, who to talk to or anything like that. I have had one attempt at a relationship where I just lied about all this although i think she could tell. Everyday felt like one big panic attack. It makes life feel pointless and hopeless. submitted by /u/ville2020
Originally posted by u/ville2020 on r/AskMen
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