After pandemic my ex choosed someone else, than I lost my job, I was motion designer at toy factory, wasn’t perfect but I was doing what I loved, after that I lost it not instant but slowly, I stoped going to gym stoped seeing friends isolayed myself let self hatred talk, jobless with family, 2 years, I become like 110kg I went to army service, 6 month later I came back home I find a job as barista, started to be social again make friends, applying for designer jobs, I lost 26kg fat from my body and become healthy again, I look more handsome than ever, I started to make projects again to get better….but after 10 month diet I still need to lose 10kg, all my applications got rejected, bunch of we sorry to imform you mails, I realized being social isn’t the solution, people just come and go most of them at least there were a girl I see as my second chance at love, she reject and start to ghost me, I think this was a breaking point, I cried alot, sometimes I’m having a thought that I will never find love again, I can’t even sleep anymore submitted by /u/Finn__the_human_
Originally posted by u/Finn__the_human_ on r/AskMen