The very idea of this post is stupid, but here goes. About 3 minutes ago I jerked off, and I’m tired of doing this shit. I live using Reddit to watch porn, TikTok just gives me a little…Incentive. I hate myself, my life, and what I’ve become. My former self would abhor the man I’ve become: faithless, lazy, hypocritical. Yes, fuck it, I’m 18 years old, this shit is a disgrace. The pr The post will probably be deleted, I don’t care, I’ll have already uninstalled and deleted this account. To all the men who suffer from the misfortune of addiction to pornography, or alcohol, cigarettes, or any other such crap, rock bottom isn’t exactly comfortable.For those who are starting out, if you don’t want to, if you can, stop any vice you have. “Oh, just to de-stress” works the first few times, but then you realize it’s become an empty shell.Worse, you despise that young man you were, that young man who dreamed of being the hero of his own story, slaying dragons and saving princesses.What would my younger self think of the empty shell I’ve become? All my energy and strength dedicated to the bullshit of pornography, to addiction to useless things.I’m a wretch, but I’ll rise again and exorcise this damned demon that torments me.Fuck this shitty libertine life, whether it’s about women, wine, tobacco, or other crap; fuck this society; fuck the person that I, and maybe you, are becoming.Let us dream and remember what we desired when we were young: to slay dragons, or fly with them, to save princesses from castles, to prove ourselves as heroes of fairy tale. I wrote this without worrying about grammar or logic, I just kept writing. Goodbye Reddit and good luck my friends. submitted by /u/Far_Ad_7199
Originally posted by u/Far_Ad_7199 on r/AskMen
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