i’m 22 and unfortunately i’m not that rich to take my mom, my older brother and find other place for us to live and let him live the rest of his life alone and die alone, he just keeps shit talking us everyday about how “useless” we are, how the “relatives that got into so much better schools, had better quality of life, had a family that don’t shit talk them everyday” are better than us, i remember when i and my older brother were young and didn’t do something he wanted us to do, he spent the whole day insulting us and if he saw any of us while he’s walking around the house would hit us extremely hard. idk why this so much hate towards us, what made this even worse is that my brother got diagnosed with bipolar disorder this year, my dad said “i don’t have money for hospitalization.” and literally left my brother out of hospital a few days taking some insane decision that put him in real danger, i couldn’t handle it anymore i sold my pc and my phone and got him in the hospital to keep him safe and now my dad is back to shit talking him everyday which makes him sad and angry and idk how to escape this loop, i try to manage everything that makes my brother sad/angry for him and i try to not let negative vibes get to him as much as i can, but when it comes to dad, it just impossible for me to handle i can’t leave our house yet, because i’m not rich just yet to take my brother and my mother and escape, i try to grind everyday to get rich as fast as possible for my brothers sake but it takes so much time, i always try to act as a human shield to protect him as much as i could but sometimes i can’t i’m just worried about my brother he is everything to me i couldn’t live a day while he was in the hospital, it’s like i was dying without him submitted by /u/Difficult-Poetry5545
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