Long text ahead!!? So I (20) have been in a beautiful relationship for 2 years with the sweetest man, we’ve been living together for almost a year, but since the begging of the relationship I explained him that I got a terrible sex experience in my life (my first bf was horrible, then I hooked up with a girl and his bf twice (not good) so logically I was a little scared and I he has usually a high libido and loves to eat me out (and I love it too) but I felt a little awkward all the time because I have many insecurities. I enjoyed it, but not fully, and started to overthink about it, because I’m really attracted to him and I always want to have sex Disclaimer: I have a high sex drive, but I’ve always had this thing that when it was the moment to do it I got scared(?) idk And from a few months from now I’ve been super horny and enjoying it and wanting to try new things, and I feel bad because he is busy with his job and stressed and sometimes he doesn’t want to do it and I feel guilty, he is sometimes impressed that I want to do something because usually I was the one that didn’t want to do anything. I think it’s because when we started I was under a lot of pressure from middle school and University and got really depressed and now that I’m working and have a more peaceful life I feel well and that’s why I think more about (and get to enjoy) sex. I don’t know if it’s normal though, I feel bad sometimes because of it submitted by /u/butcher_withasmile
Originally posted by u/butcher_withasmile on r/AskGirls