Original Reddit post

I woke up to a phone call from my mom, telling me that while I was asleep, my best friend since 2003 (we were 14) shot and killed himself this morning. I came to find out from talking to his wife that it happened while I was awake and still at work (I work nights). I’m torn between two things: I went through a nasty divorce and I’ve been there mentally. Why the fuck don’t he call me. I guess I’m just curious how I’m supposed to feel now. I understand where he was last week, but what do I do other than a fundraiser for his wife and 3 kids? I apologize for the morbid post. submitted by /u/EmployerDesperate581

Originally posted by u/EmployerDesperate581 on r/AskMen